can't sleep.....

Story of my life....

'orton fumble'

I can't sleep...
I stopped writing blogs long time ago...

But I can't sleep...

It's almost 4AM and I'm still awake... the Big Ten's network is showing a game from back in 2004. Purdue vs Wisconsin...

I tried to steer away from the channel, but it keeps coming back... I was there, I was at that game.. The day Purdue ranked #5, and Orton was a Heisman hopeful..

I still remember how he fumbled the ball, got returned for a touchdown by Wisconsin... And how everything went downhill from then... And by all I mean.. ALL.. No Big Ten championship, no Heisman, losing the next couple of games.. It's like a curse..

But this isn't about the game.. As I was watching the game, I had some sort of a flashback.. EVERYTHING that happened that season kept coming back.. my last semester..

This isn't about the game.. what is it about?

I searched 'orton fumble' at Google.. then switch into the images... this is what I found..


It's still there.. Nobody has forgotten that game... Like I never forgot EVERYTHING that happened that semester....

What am I doing here?

dewi malam...

perasaan saya sekarang...

sempurna....

my friend back in Indo just gave me this song... and I was blown away....



Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna...

finally...

This is the sweetest message I've received in years....

Thanks for all of you that have been supportive to me... especially during this past year... Not many of you know that my battle has been started since Dec 2004, after I received my undergraduate degree.....

Man, if I look back all these years... many ups and downs... wow... a lot of interesting things happening since then... I'm starting to think I might be able to write a book about it... the questions is: is anyone gonna read it? :p

But yes, it was definitely worth it...

a couple of things...

-at walgreens counter-
me: uhm.. excuse me?

lady: yes, can I help you?

me: I was wondering if you know what I'm supposed to do with this kind of injury (I showed her my badly swollen little finger)

lady: (surprised) oh my! that looks really bad.. we might have to have a doctor to see you

me: uhm, I don't think it's broken.. it is actually getting better (tyring to move finger up and down)...

lady: what???? it was worse before????? what were you doing anyway?

me: err... playing flag football...

lady: well since you can move it, it should be alright... just put some ice in it and take some advil if the pain lasts....

me: ???

-at chinese buffet-
sandy: eh temen gue waktu itu pernah makan di resto cina.. tau kan kalo di resto cina tuh.. gak ada deh yg namanya celebrate ulang tahun segala macem.. nah temen gue bule ini iseng...

trus dia cerita gmana si bule minta ke waitress nya buat nyanyiin ultah dll, minta kue tapi gak diladenin... gak kaya di chillis ato applebees ato apalah.....

gue: iya sih gue juga gak pernah liat...

gak berapa lama kemudian.. di belakang... di meja yg lain....

HAPPY BDAY TO YOUU HAPPY BDAY TO YOUUU HAPPPYY BDDAAAYYY (lagunya keluar dari sound system nya... trus ada satu ce bawa kue pake lilin...)

gue + sandy: (melongo)

-at facebook wall-
Stephany Jati (Academy of Art) wroteat 10:49pm on April 17th, 2008
hiks... the monster's not coming this weekend...ayo jenggo! kita bikin peer! (kenapa ya udah lulus dari purdue kok problemnya ga jauh beda...)jeng, gue mau lagu yg laen maen rockbandnya!

oh oh syapa dia?

tahun lalu gue pernah ngobrol sama seseorang.. terus gue bilang sama seseorang ini kalo gue lagi kangen sama seseorang.... entah kenapa seseorang ini tiba2 jadi penasaran sekali... terus dia kirim email dibawah ini... entah kenapa kalo baca gue jadi ktawa...... :)

Jeng, gw kyanya terlalu into neh..jadi ga bgt deh..

ok, ngg..tentang si kangen (huahuaua) ok ok

1. menurut gw, orangnya pati gw kenal, soalnya lo ga bilang misalnya, "udah deh, lo ga kenal juga koq ***."

2. orangnya pastinya lo uda kenal dan lo sering ngobrol.

3. gw ga tau nih apakah first love lo perlu dimasukin apa ga (omg gw!!) soalnya kan at least gw tau ada, jadi lo ga ngomong yg no.1 di atas

4. tapi...kyanya gimana yah, kmgknannya kecil aja gt untuk nomor 3

5. jadi, end up nya, conclusion gw yah tetep si C

hm hm

6. ga mungkin donk lo nulis tanpa sbnrnya ada orangnya..

7. masa sih ekstrim bgt klo kangen ama ade lo?

8. ga mungkin donk gw, because I said so

9. gw mendapati bbrp waktu kalian itu berdua (bukan dalam arti apa, tapi dlm arti ngobrol) => banyak ketemu dan banyak ngobrol membuat jd suka.....

10. lo setau gw (setau gw) di purdue yah gt2 aja kli yah temennya (well well), mksdnya yg masih contact-an sampe lo pergi ke LA, yg bukn anak apa tuh ganti nama kan, bkn status lagi, apa sih oh LEVEL. who else???????

11. jeng, kasih clue jeng!!

signing out..

~*****


heuheuheuheuehuehueheuheuheuhe....... ^^