can't sleep.....

Story of my life....

'orton fumble'

I can't sleep...
I stopped writing blogs long time ago...

But I can't sleep...

It's almost 4AM and I'm still awake... the Big Ten's network is showing a game from back in 2004. Purdue vs Wisconsin...

I tried to steer away from the channel, but it keeps coming back... I was there, I was at that game.. The day Purdue ranked #5, and Orton was a Heisman hopeful..

I still remember how he fumbled the ball, got returned for a touchdown by Wisconsin... And how everything went downhill from then... And by all I mean.. ALL.. No Big Ten championship, no Heisman, losing the next couple of games.. It's like a curse..

But this isn't about the game.. As I was watching the game, I had some sort of a flashback.. EVERYTHING that happened that season kept coming back.. my last semester..

This isn't about the game.. what is it about?

I searched 'orton fumble' at Google.. then switch into the images... this is what I found..


It's still there.. Nobody has forgotten that game... Like I never forgot EVERYTHING that happened that semester....

What am I doing here?

dewi malam...

perasaan saya sekarang...

sempurna....

my friend back in Indo just gave me this song... and I was blown away....



Kau adalah darahku
Kau adalah jantungku
Kau adalah hidupku
Lengkapi diriku
Oh sayangku, kau begitu
Sempurna...

finally...

This is the sweetest message I've received in years....

Thanks for all of you that have been supportive to me... especially during this past year... Not many of you know that my battle has been started since Dec 2004, after I received my undergraduate degree.....

Man, if I look back all these years... many ups and downs... wow... a lot of interesting things happening since then... I'm starting to think I might be able to write a book about it... the questions is: is anyone gonna read it? :p

But yes, it was definitely worth it...

a couple of things...

-at walgreens counter-
me: uhm.. excuse me?

lady: yes, can I help you?

me: I was wondering if you know what I'm supposed to do with this kind of injury (I showed her my badly swollen little finger)

lady: (surprised) oh my! that looks really bad.. we might have to have a doctor to see you

me: uhm, I don't think it's broken.. it is actually getting better (tyring to move finger up and down)...

lady: what???? it was worse before????? what were you doing anyway?

me: err... playing flag football...

lady: well since you can move it, it should be alright... just put some ice in it and take some advil if the pain lasts....

me: ???

-at chinese buffet-
sandy: eh temen gue waktu itu pernah makan di resto cina.. tau kan kalo di resto cina tuh.. gak ada deh yg namanya celebrate ulang tahun segala macem.. nah temen gue bule ini iseng...

trus dia cerita gmana si bule minta ke waitress nya buat nyanyiin ultah dll, minta kue tapi gak diladenin... gak kaya di chillis ato applebees ato apalah.....

gue: iya sih gue juga gak pernah liat...

gak berapa lama kemudian.. di belakang... di meja yg lain....

HAPPY BDAY TO YOUU HAPPY BDAY TO YOUUU HAPPPYY BDDAAAYYY (lagunya keluar dari sound system nya... trus ada satu ce bawa kue pake lilin...)

gue + sandy: (melongo)

-at facebook wall-
Stephany Jati (Academy of Art) wroteat 10:49pm on April 17th, 2008
hiks... the monster's not coming this weekend...ayo jenggo! kita bikin peer! (kenapa ya udah lulus dari purdue kok problemnya ga jauh beda...)jeng, gue mau lagu yg laen maen rockbandnya!

oh oh syapa dia?

tahun lalu gue pernah ngobrol sama seseorang.. terus gue bilang sama seseorang ini kalo gue lagi kangen sama seseorang.... entah kenapa seseorang ini tiba2 jadi penasaran sekali... terus dia kirim email dibawah ini... entah kenapa kalo baca gue jadi ktawa...... :)

Jeng, gw kyanya terlalu into neh..jadi ga bgt deh..

ok, ngg..tentang si kangen (huahuaua) ok ok

1. menurut gw, orangnya pati gw kenal, soalnya lo ga bilang misalnya, "udah deh, lo ga kenal juga koq ***."

2. orangnya pastinya lo uda kenal dan lo sering ngobrol.

3. gw ga tau nih apakah first love lo perlu dimasukin apa ga (omg gw!!) soalnya kan at least gw tau ada, jadi lo ga ngomong yg no.1 di atas

4. tapi...kyanya gimana yah, kmgknannya kecil aja gt untuk nomor 3

5. jadi, end up nya, conclusion gw yah tetep si C

hm hm

6. ga mungkin donk lo nulis tanpa sbnrnya ada orangnya..

7. masa sih ekstrim bgt klo kangen ama ade lo?

8. ga mungkin donk gw, because I said so

9. gw mendapati bbrp waktu kalian itu berdua (bukan dalam arti apa, tapi dlm arti ngobrol) => banyak ketemu dan banyak ngobrol membuat jd suka.....

10. lo setau gw (setau gw) di purdue yah gt2 aja kli yah temennya (well well), mksdnya yg masih contact-an sampe lo pergi ke LA, yg bukn anak apa tuh ganti nama kan, bkn status lagi, apa sih oh LEVEL. who else???????

11. jeng, kasih clue jeng!!

signing out..

~*****


heuheuheuheuehuehueheuheuheuhe....... ^^

WTF

I've had enough..

Clearly, there's something wrong here... When I got this job here, I thought I was finally be able to say - 'Well, I guess everything's alright now' Maybe, I would be able to enjoy my life for a while.. Maybe, just maybe, I won't have to live under uncertainties anymore... at least not for a couple of years...

Well it only lasts two months..

It seems that EVERYBODY would have to gamble to work here from now on.. I don't understand.. Would companies still have the eagerness to hire foreign workers? Introducing the 29 months OPT extension would surely make some people happy... at least for now... but what's gonna happen next year? A lot of my friends are relieved that they got the 17 months extension and they were sorry for me as my OPT already expired. Sorry for me? Why? I could still stay in school and have the same timeline as you!!! I will be $10k poorer, sure.. but money's not an object now..

My question is: If you don't get it this year, what makes you think you're gonna get it next year?

Probability is just plain bullshit.. Probability only matters if you get picked.. this thing only happen once a year.. so you either get it.. or you don't! Would people that don't get pick will still be glad that we have more chance to get in than the bachelors? Same thing as 50-50 chance in my opinion..

I thought I was gonna use my H1 for a couple of years... maybe ask the company to sponsor me a Green Card.. and after several years of service in my company, my salary would surely be enough to get a mortgage for a decent house/apt.. you know, get settled... all of the good stuff..

But somehow this whole mess has changed my mind.. do I really want to do that? I was reading this thing that my sister gave me... it says

"the moment that you feel comfortable is the moment that you're dead" (or something like that.. the website is down at the moment... so I couldn't quote it perfectly)

When I read that sentence for the first time, I thought it was going the other way... but honestly, do you really want to have the same job years after years (by 'same' I didn't meant with the same company, but same as in wake up in the morning, have a 30 mins to 1 hour commute, 8-5 jobs, go home, watch tv, sleep, repeat kind of thing) have a life partner, get married, have kids, get a house, have a vacation every now and then.. year after year..

Bored yet?

Wedding really scares me.. It really does.. (so much for getting a girlfriend at this point eh? ^^) I'm also not looking forward for my wife to suffer for nine months pregnancy, then suffer through the birth process.. really, it really scares me... There's a lot of abandoned kids in this world, why couldn't we just adopt them? I mean, what's the difference.. really? anyway, what a way to scare up women huh...? ^^

Yes, I got all of these just because of all of this mess regarding H1 visas.. My friend kept updating me about the process... I wrote him back "I don't really give a damn about this anymore man... I'll start to worry when I don't get in.."

As for now I'm gonna get back doing what I'm really good at these past couple of months..

...Waiting...

akhirnya...

kalo masih ada yang inget... taon lalu gue ada post ttg nyari lagu dibawah ini....



sampe gue post di youtube... lagunya dari ending song 'gue kapok jatuh cinta' dan gak tau kenapa gue penasaran banget cari2 mp3 nya....

gue udah tanya temen bae gue di indo buat ngubrak ngabrik satu jakarta buat cari ni lagu... (btw dia yg di indo aja nggak pernah denger ttg film nya!! apalagi lagunya) sampe2 pas dia ke pontianak aja di sempet2 in ke toko2 cd demi lagu ini hehehe.. kan lagu lama gitu, sapa tau di daerah2 masih ada...

you know what... ternyata ini sama sekali bukan lagu lama... tapi emang gak terlalu di exposed aja... dan akhirnya gue tau dan dapet mp3 nya!!! this is a song by ron ji - hanya kamu.

cerita dapet nya jg mayan konyol.. ceritanya kmaren minggu ini gue dapet ratusan (literally ratusan!!!) lagu2 indo hasil dia pulang indo kemarin.... yang baru2 semua gitu ceritanya... mimpi basah dah hahaha... apalagi lagu2 nya tersusun rapi by album.. ada album covernya segala dan berhubung gue pake ipod touch jd bisa keliatan de... trus ya udha kan besok nya lgsg gue upload ke itouch....

karena gak tau mo dengerin yg mana duluan.. gue pasang di playlist 'recently added' trus di 'shuffle' mode... trus ternyata salah satu lagunya itu ya lagu ini!!!!!!!! langsung buru2 gue email temen gue di indo buat memberhentikan pencarian... hauhau.. dia sendiri sampe penasarn yg mana en minta dikirimin... (pas lg ceting)

trus ya udah.. entah kenapa gue jadi happy seharian.... pencarian setahun berakhir sudah... aneh ya? simple things like this...

ever wonder why?

-btw yang mau lagu2 nya tolong kirimkan amplop kosong berlampir prangko gituh? heuheuhe.. gak deng.. bilang aja ntar gue kasih list lagu2 nya... gue males tulis skarang..

atas sikapmu

waktu itu gue janji buat gak ngeluh lagi di blog... gue janji buat pake blog ini buat taro foto2 aja.. (which was actually a success for a couple of posts)

God, I can't think right now...

jangan salah... I'm actually very satisfied with my condition right now... cman aja ada beberapa 'glitches' yg gak bisa ilang dari pikiran..

can't stop thinking about her... whenever I accidently look at her pictures my heart stops beating... literally... (it goes back on again... obviously...) wondering what my next step is..

waktu itu gue sempet mimpi aneh2... salah satunya gue mimpiin Caca... weits, jgn mikir macem2 dulu.. gini ceritanya: gak tau kenapa tiba2 si Caca telpon gue... nanya kalo cari hotdog di Chicago dimana... lah gue jawab gak tau.. suruh tanya Hans aja.. tapi dia gak mau... jd yg gue tanyain.. Hans gue juga tanyain bilang gak tau..... terus ya udah.... abis itu bangun.... trus iseng2 telpon anaknya... katanya lg mau buru2 mau mandi... mau ke sekolah...

Ca: halo?
(blaa.. blaa.. basa basi...)
Gue: eh Ca masak kmaren aku mimpi kamu...
Ca: ha? mimpi apaan Jeng?
Gue: iya ceritanya kamu lg cari hotdog di chicago... terus.. (critanya baca di atas)
Ca: eheheheh (ktawa gak jelas) jadi itu maksudnya apaan ya?
Gue: gak tau.. kamu lg ngidam makan hotdog ya?
Ca: yee.. gak kok enak aja...
Gue: hmm.. jadi apa dong artinya...
Ca: tandanya aku demen makan kali ya...
Gue: ???
Ca: eh ya udah ya aku mau mandi dulu...
Gue: mmm.. ya udah... (bobo lagi)

the other day... I dreamt about my Ex.. I'm not gonna write the story here, since even thinking about it makes me feel weird... but for some reason I woke up in the morning feeling very relieved... and it was nice that I was finally be able to get close to her again.. even though just in the dream...

yesterday my co-worker told a dream she had the previous night... long story short, she dreamt that the sun is going closer and closer to earth and everybody's screaming for help.... running wherever they can....

dan sekarang gue masi di kantor... abis kelarin ntn lecture and bikin PR...

ada satu temen gue yg mgkn bakal dateng ke sini dari jakarta sekitar 4th of July... one of my friends is getting married and she's planning to be the maid of honor... there's one more guy from our circle of friends and another girl I haven't met might also come too.. this should be interesting since the wedding is on the 6th, and 4th of July is Friday... this way I don't have to take a day off to get a long weekend :) I haven't seen them in ages.. and the best part is that I could ask them to supply me with some lagu indo... :) udah ga bisa download lagi dari Multiply... :( July can't come soon enough.....

btw... I learned a very valuable lesson during these past couple of months.... I will try to restrict my relationship with women... why? because I'm so bloody sick and tired to be considered 'girlfriend'.. you know? when women think you're good, but not THAT good... when they think you're a good friend, just not good enough as a boyfriend... and when they're already in a zone comfortable enough to ask for your opinions about other guys??? what the FUCK was that all about? why the hell do I even care about other guys? Are you kidding me? How could I be so dumb these years to fall into these traps????

damn...

baby Boilers!!!

you know what.. this is my 100th post... and with all due respect to all of my readers from Wisconsin (i.e. Adeline & Elka :p), I present to you:


I'm just gonna briefly say this.. the past couple of weeks have been horrible for me.. I've been in a life-threatening scenario that keeps haunting my mind (no, it's not a horror story.. think!), I've been broken hearted... and I've been scrambling around moving from places to places... My stressed level has come to a point that makes me shaking my feet all the time in the office, and sometimes my hand keeps shaking for no reason... nothing that makes me happy....

or is there something?

Before the beginning of last season, who would've guessed that Illinois would beat Ohio St football? Who would've thought that they went to Rose Bowl (only to be obliterated by USC.. but still...)

Before the beginning of this season, who would've guessed that Purdue would beat Wisconsin (home & away) and Michigan St (home) back to back? Who would've think that Purdue would swept 4 Big Ten teams and the season is not yet finished? With freshmen and sophomores?? After just winning a total of 7 games two seasons ago?

I have to tell you... after all those that happening to me in the past couple of weeks... IT FEELS GOOD!
DAMN IT FEELS GOOD! Purdue might not have win anymore games for the rest of the season and I won't care...

Just watching the student section stormed the court after a win against Wisconsin...
And the fact that the student section didn't storm the court after a win against Michigan St (just because they already expect the team to win in the first place..)
And the fact that supporters gather around Purdue Airport to wait for the team to come home after a win against Wisconsin.... with the band entertaining the crowd..
And the fact that students start camping 1 week ahead of the Mich St game for tickets.. (and were told to go home because the weather's gonna be punishing)

....is somehow extremely satisfying.....

Can you guess who won?

Ever saw that ESPN ad that shows a guy wearing Ohio St t-shirt and a girl wearing Michigan t-shirt kissing on the couch, and the caption says: "If it wasn't for sports, this wouldn't be disgusting" ?

Well, that's the first thing that came into my mind looking at this picture :)

And no, she's not my GF, nor that I'm interested in her, so don't start any gossip ok? :P

College football season is over....
-sigh-

tiga hal..

...yg blom bisa gue give up..kalo harus pulang indo....

1. football (ada masalah? :p)
mau bilang apa lagi? baru disini gue bisa support team yg ada attachment nya... bukan seperti support Man U, Arsenal, Real Madrid dll dll... disini ada Purdue football... sama Indy Colts.. gue bakal keilangan semuanya... gak bisa maen flag football.. gak bisa ntn (replays doesn't count) keilangan suasana stadium jg... akhir2 ini gue lg demen baca buku2 football jg.... seperti 'Friday Night Lights', 'The Blind Side', sama 'Quiet Strengh by Tony Dungy'.. all good books... so sports play a big part of my life... playing football is like going to a battle... part of the fun comes from the preparation... (bersambung di bawah ya..)

2. nyetir
gak males apa kemana mana macet... pengendara nya jg gak tau aturan semua..... gak punya otak... udah macet bukan nya benrenti malah maju kedepan.... sama kenceng2 an klakson (bantu ya?) polisi nya BANGSAT semua.... gue lebih rela bayar Rp. 175,500 ke pengadilan daripada nyogok polisi Rp. 50,000. pengalaman pribadi...gue pernah ktangkep polisi gara2 3 in 1... trus gue ngotot2 an... kena Rp. 20,000 doang... pas gue cerita ke bokap ato temen2 gue... pada kaget.. soalnya biasa 3 in 1 mahal... bisa sampe Rp. 100,000.... waktu itu gue nantang polisinya.... 'udah, sini saya ambil tiket nya aja... bayar ke pengadilan' terus dia minta gue bayar di tempat.... gmana??? jelas2 di tiket nya dibilang bayar ke pengadilan... akhir dengan malu2 bangsat mau jg dia terima Rp. 20,000.. bagus ya pak polisi... selamet deh... seumur hidup ntar gitu2 aja ya pak???

3. internet
yah.. ini juga.. tapi mayan sih.. kmaren ini temen gue bilang dari Rp. 100,000 an udah bisa dapet unlimited bandwidth.. gak ngerti deh speed nya brapa cepet.... gue taro ini di no 3, soalnya sepertinya udah mule membaik.. dulu kan dibatesin... plg sebulan 1 giga... gile... dikit yaa...

(sambungan)
di flag football team gue... beberapa cw bule... ada satu cw, namanya Angelica.. dia lulusan ASU... and the interesting part is that... she can actually play!!! dia bisa ngelempar spiral... ngerti taktik (jadi quarterback beberapa kali) and she can actually catch long pass!! mayan manis jg lagi.. hehe.. gak cuakep buanget gitu... tapi enak diliat.. hehe.... bisa diajak ntn football jg.. soalnya abis itu kita ke bar rame2 buat ntn Colts - Patriots... and she was actually rooting for the Pats... bukan gara2 suka.. tapi gara2 Colts ngalahin Bears di superbowl kmarin... (she's a Chicago native) one conv...

Nick: 'So Angelica, do you support the Patriots because Brady's cute?'
Angelica: 'No, I support them because Colts beat us last year'
Chris: 'I'm actually surprised that you think Tom Brady's cute, Nick'
Nick: -senyum2 mesem.. balik ntn lagi-

uehuhe...

ada satu lg yg buat gue kagum... kan kita ngobrol2 gt sebelon game.... ati2 kalo narik flag nya.. jgn sampe ketarik celana nya.... terus satu orang bilang dgn nada becanda 'Relax guys, It's not like something we haven't seen before... we're all adults here' terus temen gue Nick bilang: 'Not me, I'm Mormon...' terus si Angelica bilang: 'I haven't either...' hmm... pretty unusual for Americans huh? considering she's pretty cute...

apa lagi...

kmren ini gue ke LA buat beresin barang2 gue.... akhirnya bisa nyetir mobil gue lagi setelah selama ini.... I can't believe how I missed my car... langsung gue tarik di highway sama dengerin stereo gue... gue seneng sama audio mobil gue.. soalnya meskipun gak di modif apa2 (cman pasang cd changer standard aja) suaranya bening bgt... temen gue yg hobi ngutak2 stereo mobil aja ngakuin... gue blom pernah ketemu suara mobil laen yg sebening mobil gue... ada sih... cman dia ganti speaker yg muahalll.... gak diitung dong.. :s

pas nyetir balik dari Carmax.... gue mikir 'I can't believe it.. this might be the last time I'm driving my car....' yak sodara2... saya planning buat ngejual mobil itu.... blom ketemu pembeli.. moga2 sih bisa dalam waktu dekat...

my future?
still uncertain... i don't feel like talking about it at the moment...

on the brighter side... gue dapet kamera gua balik!!! so expect some photos on my upcoming posts...

surat formal pake bhs indo?

gue baru sadar kalo gue gak bisa nulis surat formal pake bhs. indo....
gile, nulis nya jaoh lebih lama dibandingin pake bhs. inggris

!@#$%^&*6*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*

oh...
buat yg blm tau.. gue gak di offer kerjaan yg skarang ini... pendek cerita.. company nya lg coba buat save money... jd semua pengeluaran di cut dulu.... sampe akhir taon mereka bilang, tapi gak tau buat taon depan....

considering my opt expires on jan 31st taon depan.... can't say that's a good odd...
soo...

PERHATIAN PERHATIAN!!! KALO ADA YG TAU LAGI NYARI LULUSAN MASTER INDUSTRIAL ENGINEER PINTAR RAJIN PEKERJA KERAS BER MOTIVASI TINGGI SABAR BAIK HATI TAAT PADA ORANG TUA... eh.... YA POKONYA TOLONG HUB. SAYA!!!!

terima kasih.... ^^


p.s. yang di US yah... saya masi mau disini nih :p

kangen nya.....

huntington beach....
full-tackle football....
ahh...

bos #1: "Yeah, my laptop just crashed last week.. I lost all data'
bos #2: "Really? Mine also crashed last week"

-ngeliat ke gue-

bos #2: "How about you Ivan?"

gue: "Mine was ok. I actually got a new laptop last week"

bos #1: -diem-
bos #2: "Lucky bastard...."

gue: "eheheh..." -ktawa nervous-

kabar2 selanjutnya... si hans dari indo baru bawa kamera semi-slr sony.. gak gitu bagus sih.. tapi mayan lah.. berhubung d50 gue masi di LA...

coba liat:

bisa tebak sapa?

hint: kembaran nya wk

gue seneng sama gambarnya... kaya lukisan kanvas gitu... tapi jgn suruh gue ngulang lagi yah... soalnya blom tentu bisa... heuheuheueh...

minggu malam... saya sendiri.... di depan tv.....

halo semua.... bagaimana weekend? sudah siap menyambut senin besok??? cepet amat sih kayanya yah.. kayanya baru 2 ari lalu jumat (ya emang ya???????) huhuhu....

abis maen flag football tadi.... dari jem 3:30-6:30. gilee... capek banget... badan gua sakit semua... tapi fun kok... lagi2 saya melakukan kesalahan yg lumayan fatal tadi.... kan ceritanya mereka lagi ngomongin game nya Bears malem ini.... trus gue ikut2 an ngomong... 'I'm actually a Colts fan... so don't really care about the Bears' terus mereka pasang tampang mayan shocked gitu.. terus bilang 'Oh.. so you're a Colts fan... it's okay, but we don't like your kind here' huhuhuhu........mereka maen 2 minggu sekali..... jadi jadi... mesti menunggu 2 minggu lagi buat maen.... laaammaaaannyaaaaa............ gmana kalo gue pake jersey Colts yah nanti... jgn2 gak dikasih bola lagi :s

minggu ini gak ngapa2 in.... capek berat setengah mampus.... diajakin kemana mana juga males... gara2 kmaren ini kerja pulang malem trus... huhuh... kaco gak sih.. akhirnya ari sabtu setengah ari ndekem di rumah.... LITERALLY SETENGAH ARI!!!!! jem 11:00 mule game pertama..... kelar.... jem 3:30 ntn lagi....... abis itu 6:30 nyambung... malem nya ditutup dengan game Purdue jem 8:00... huah... puas deh puas...... gilee.... gmana ntar kalo di indo ya.... nge clik2 ESPN.com doang lagi bisanya..... heheheheh......

aduhhh.... saya harusnya mesti ngerjain tugas nih... tapi lemes banget!!!!! hah? tugas? emang nya sekolah.... iya neh... kerasa kaya sekolah lagi.... ari jumat pulang bukan nya nyante.. malah bawa kerjaan pulang...... GMANA YAA?????????

eh ini barusan ngeliat salah satu pemaen nya Cowboys di TV (Bears nya kalah.. WOOHOO!!) masak yah... dia pake lipgloss gitu.. di tengah2 game...... LIPGLOSS!!!! GAHAR2 GITU KOK SEMPET2 NYA SIH PAKE LIPGLOSS DI TENGAH2 GAME?????????????

mampuss....... Terrell Owens... ampun deh.... ni orang ya.....

ya sudah... segini dulu..... lagi crita2 sama temen di indo....

dagh... ^^

Purdue football trivia...

Kari: idih gila. gua lagi ngerjain Facebook's Purdue football game trivia
i should have asked you because gua dinaggep 'newbie'

me: haha
gmana caranya tuh

Kari: Against what Big Ten team did Drew Brees connect with Vinny Sutherland for a 99 yard touchdown?
siapa tuh siapa

me: hmm
indiana bukan yah
apa ohio st
itu blom jaman gue kale

Kari: IN, WI, Mi state, northwestern

me: indiana kayanya
coba

Kari: northwestern

me: hahaha
salah

Kari: soalnya gua tebak2 terus bener

me: -_-'
sapa yg buat?

Kari: Which Purdue receiver's 238 yards were the most ever by a Fighting Irish opponent?

me: oh

Kari: tau nih siapa yg buat

me: selwyn lymon
bener gak?

Kari: sakit jiwa lu
benerrrrrrr
Which Purdue receiver holds the All-time NCAA receptions record with 309?

me: gue ntn game nya... di south bend :p
gampang bgt
taylor stubblefield

Kari: mannn
you're so good
me: ini jaman gua soalnya

Kari: The phrase "Boiler Up" was created by who?

me: halah
mboh
:s

Kari: hauehaueha

me: hauhauha

Kari: ini you should know:
What traveling trophy do Purdue and Illinois play for every season?

me: purdue cannon

Kari: How many All-Americans has Purdue had throughout their history?

me: bener ga??/
gak tau gua

10:10 AM Kari: BENER


Ternyata saya gak segitu ahlinya sama Purdue football.... heuheuheuhee.....

sedikit cerita

pengen cerita sedikit nih. eh, bukan cerita sih, apa yah? gue tulis dulu deh ya, nanti bisa di interpretasi sendiri.

ceritanya begini: tadi kan baru ngobrol2 ditelpon gitu.. sama salah satu temen gue yang jenis kelamin nya masih dipertanyakan.. (hehe enggak deng.. moga2 dia gak baca =p), trus dia bilang:

temen gue: 'kenapa elu gak sama si $ aja, kan dia masih single tuh?'
gue: 'ehm.. enggak ah, kok gak kepengen yah.. gak tertarik'
temen gue: 'yeh elo.. gmana kalo sama rumet gue ajah... dia jg masih single tuh...'
gue: 'males....'
temen gue: 'yeh elo.. gmana coba.. ya udah sana... milih2 bgt deh ya..'
gue: 'yeee.... abis....??'

huehee.. masa gak boleh gitu milih2? daripada gue ngasal doang gt... tapi kayanya pilihan disini terbatas banget yah... si kari bilang.. 'udah.. pulang indo aja, disini perbandingan co:ce itu 1:3, jadi lo pasti dapet deh... banyak yg cantik2 pula... tinggal pilih deh... apalagi lo ada degree dari amrik.. master lagi.. pasti banyak yg kepincut' buset... kok ada2 yg ganjil yah kayanya.. heuheuhee... (bukannya gue nolak lohhhh!!!!!! ^^)

tapi beneran deh... apa sih yg pertama kali lo liat kalo lagi ngedeketin (ato dideketin?) seseorang? serius deh.. jujur yah?? kalo buat gue.. terus terang.. gue bakal liat gmana penampilan dia... asal gak ngasal2 banget... dan gak terlalu berlebihan.. harusnya udah cukup... terus gue bakal liat gmana cara dia ngomong.. cara dia jalan.... cara dia makan... cara dia buka baju...(??????) hueheuhee... gak dengggggg..... :p maksudnya yah penampilan2 dasar nya gmana lah gitu.. terus coba diajak ngomong dikit2.. kira2 ada respons gak... kalo gak ada respons.. nah itu kan ada dua macem...

1. dianya ngelengos aja... ato jawab nya sepotong2 gitu..
'kamu udah makan blom?'
'blom'
'ehm.. kamu capek yah?'
'gak kok'
'kamu udah pernah disambit sendal?'
'HAH' <--- masih pendek aja jawab nya.. kalo udah begini berarti gak ada keliatan tertarik2 nya sama sekali.... tentu saja ini tanda2 tidak baik... kalo udah gini ya mau gimana..? jangan dipaksa.. yah teman2 yang namanya manusia itu tidak suka dipaksa....

2. orang nya emang tipe2 yg pemalu... jadinya gak ngerti mesti respons apa... kalo udah gini ya mesti pinter2 kali yah.. tapi terus terang buat gue kalo gini udah mines banget... biasanya sih ya udah didiemin aja... kalo2 emang nantinya berubah ya bagus.. kalo nggak ya udah.... sapa tau dia tipe yg emang diem2 aja kalo pertama kali baru ketemu.. jaim2 gitu... tapi bawel setengah mampus kalo udah lama kenal... heuheuhe.. pasti banyak yg mikir deh.... 'apa sih lo, masi jomblo aja, kok sok tau bener?!?!?!?!?!? kalo ttg masalah ini... gue salahin salah satu temen gue ber-inisial 'E' karena waktu itu pernah nyumpahin gue biar SERET JODOH!!!!!! gilee... gak kurang kejam tuh? huhuhuhuh..... hmm.. moga2 dia becanda aja deh yah... soalnya kalo gak, well... then I'm in big big trouble, I suppose.... heiheiheiheiheie.... ---> ktawa stress..

btw ada yg tau iklan nya ipod yg baru itu... sapa sih yg nyanyi?? kok lucu yah suaranya....

egh.. gue jd keinget obrolan gue sama si renny... udah lama bgt sih.. tapi tiap kali kepikiran.. pengen ketawa terus bawaan nya.... cerita nya gini.. gue lg telponan sama dia.... trus..

renny: 'duh.. hp gue mana yah.. mesti setel alarm neh....'
gue : 'uhmm...'
renny: 'iya neh.. duh mana.... bentar yah jeng... gawat nih besok bisa gak bangun...'
gue : 'eh ren.. ini lo telpon gue pake apa yah..?'

-hening sejenak-

renny: 'OH IYAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
gue : '??????????'

hauhauhauha..... dah basi yah? maap deh... lagi kepikiran aja.... :p
slamat malam semua... have a good monday!!

apa yah...

halo halo... apa kabar semua?
dah lama bgt yah gak nulis apa2.. sampe lupa gitu loh login nya gmana.. hehe.. kmaren barusan baca lagi bukunya kambingjantan.. terus jd kepikiran buat nulis lg.. ada banyak kejadian menarik akhir2 ini... dari yg lucu sampe yg sedih..

kerjaan oh kerjaan ???
cman sekarang ini jd kepikiran... kalo kayanya gue gak ada option laen selaen tinggal disini... weits.. hehe... iya nih, opt gue abis akhir januari.. maksud gue tuh.. meskipun gitu, gue gak bakal consider alternative laen.. kmaren sempet mikir2 buat ke spore kan.. tapi trus dipikir2 lagi kok males.. males suasana asia.. trus udah mayan banyak kayanya anak2 purdue yg disana.. ntar ketemu dia lagi.. dia lagi.. males dong.. mana orang2 spore banyak yg kiasu lagi...

option kedua.. ke aussie.. ini yg kmaren bener2 sempet gue consider banget.. tapi setelah dpikir2 lagi.. orang2 down under sana tuh banyak yg rasis... kayanya mereka gak se open minded orang2 di sini... gak percaya? gue pernah ampir brantem sama orang bule di nz gara2 masalah ini... terus tanya ada dd gue ttg pengalaman dia..

indo? haha... hmm.. gak deh yg ini... yg pasti sih gak sekarang... blom punya apa2.. dan yg pasti gue bakal bergantung sama bonyok lagi kalo pulang indo..

gak ah.. gue udah putusin kalo gue bakal stay disini.. no matter what... doain yah guys..

loh kok jd depressing ya isinya haha.. apa gara2 ari ini hectic bgt yah... panik nih.. kmaren baru balik dari grand prairie, tx.. trus besok udah mesti cabut... ke salinas, ca.. flight nya jem 6 pagi gitu yah.. bayangin aja..

purdue has changed.. the people too..
jadi gak mood balik purdue lagi.. kmaren terakhir balik bener2 pengalaman yg tidak terlalu menyenangkan... intinya: buang2 duit buat bensin sajah... mgkn ntar gue balik kalo ada tiket football aja kali.. tapi itu ya paling dateng.. nonton.. trus balik lagi... pengen suasana baru nih.. kebanyakan gaul sama orang indo terus ga berkembang jadinya... jd inget asik tuh kmaren di dallas...

sekarang jd lebih tertarik buat road trip muter2 in stadium... nih udah janjian sama ni anak dari madison buat ntn di camp randall..., gue sih ayok2 aja... terus ada temen gue di michigan mungkin bakal jual tiket purdue - michigan... big house!!!!! huhuhu... udah lama pengen ngerasain...

football
sekarang ampir tiap minggu maen flag/touch nih.. sama sapa? bukan sama orang2 indo tentunya.... intinya jadi gue cari2 di craigslist bagian 'activities' terus ya udah gue email2 in aja tuh orang.... pas awal2 nyari dapet liga yg radaan serius.. setengah flag setengah tackle... minggu kedua maen dagu gue robek... satu senti setengah ada kali tuh... seharian darah gue ngocor.. orang2 bilang suruh gue jait, tapi berhubung gue gak ada insurance.. didiemin aja deh... 2-3 ari ditempel tensoplas... sembuh tuh.. ada kaya scar gitu seh, tapi gak terlalu peduli.. tapi berhubung mesti commit tiap minggu, dan gue ada kemungkinan buat travel2, jadinya gue gak ikutan... mesti bayar pula..

pas nyari2 lagi... ketemu ada temen nya temen ternyata suka maen di monroe... jadinya ikutan deh.. yg ini baru asik hehe... mereka maen 2 minggu sekali.. jadinya mayan lah.. sayang nya penggemar bears semua... pas gue bilang 'bears sucks'.. pada diem semua.. jd ackward gitu.. hahahaha... oh well...

yg satu lagi ketemu bule semua.. ada kaya 6-7 orangan gitu... mayan lah seru lari2 an gitu.. yg lucu pas ketemu gue mereka tanya: 'do you speak mandarin or schezuan?' kan gue bengong... terus baru dia ngeh... 'oh that's right... schzuan is some kind of a food' hauhauhauhauhauha... dasar bugil (bule gila) ya gue jawab ' i don't speak both, and szhcuan is actually a name of a province' hihihihihihi... (bener gak si? kalo salah dimaapin yee..)

ya udah... maap maap kalo radan gak bermutu post nya ^^