'orton fumble'

I can't sleep...
I stopped writing blogs long time ago...

But I can't sleep...

It's almost 4AM and I'm still awake... the Big Ten's network is showing a game from back in 2004. Purdue vs Wisconsin...

I tried to steer away from the channel, but it keeps coming back... I was there, I was at that game.. The day Purdue ranked #5, and Orton was a Heisman hopeful..

I still remember how he fumbled the ball, got returned for a touchdown by Wisconsin... And how everything went downhill from then... And by all I mean.. ALL.. No Big Ten championship, no Heisman, losing the next couple of games.. It's like a curse..

But this isn't about the game.. As I was watching the game, I had some sort of a flashback.. EVERYTHING that happened that season kept coming back.. my last semester..

This isn't about the game.. what is it about?

I searched 'orton fumble' at Google.. then switch into the images... this is what I found..


It's still there.. Nobody has forgotten that game... Like I never forgot EVERYTHING that happened that semester....

What am I doing here?