Can you guess who won?

Ever saw that ESPN ad that shows a guy wearing Ohio St t-shirt and a girl wearing Michigan t-shirt kissing on the couch, and the caption says: "If it wasn't for sports, this wouldn't be disgusting" ?

Well, that's the first thing that came into my mind looking at this picture :)

And no, she's not my GF, nor that I'm interested in her, so don't start any gossip ok? :P

College football season is over....
-sigh-

tiga hal..

...yg blom bisa gue give up..kalo harus pulang indo....

1. football (ada masalah? :p)
mau bilang apa lagi? baru disini gue bisa support team yg ada attachment nya... bukan seperti support Man U, Arsenal, Real Madrid dll dll... disini ada Purdue football... sama Indy Colts.. gue bakal keilangan semuanya... gak bisa maen flag football.. gak bisa ntn (replays doesn't count) keilangan suasana stadium jg... akhir2 ini gue lg demen baca buku2 football jg.... seperti 'Friday Night Lights', 'The Blind Side', sama 'Quiet Strengh by Tony Dungy'.. all good books... so sports play a big part of my life... playing football is like going to a battle... part of the fun comes from the preparation... (bersambung di bawah ya..)

2. nyetir
gak males apa kemana mana macet... pengendara nya jg gak tau aturan semua..... gak punya otak... udah macet bukan nya benrenti malah maju kedepan.... sama kenceng2 an klakson (bantu ya?) polisi nya BANGSAT semua.... gue lebih rela bayar Rp. 175,500 ke pengadilan daripada nyogok polisi Rp. 50,000. pengalaman pribadi...gue pernah ktangkep polisi gara2 3 in 1... trus gue ngotot2 an... kena Rp. 20,000 doang... pas gue cerita ke bokap ato temen2 gue... pada kaget.. soalnya biasa 3 in 1 mahal... bisa sampe Rp. 100,000.... waktu itu gue nantang polisinya.... 'udah, sini saya ambil tiket nya aja... bayar ke pengadilan' terus dia minta gue bayar di tempat.... gmana??? jelas2 di tiket nya dibilang bayar ke pengadilan... akhir dengan malu2 bangsat mau jg dia terima Rp. 20,000.. bagus ya pak polisi... selamet deh... seumur hidup ntar gitu2 aja ya pak???

3. internet
yah.. ini juga.. tapi mayan sih.. kmaren ini temen gue bilang dari Rp. 100,000 an udah bisa dapet unlimited bandwidth.. gak ngerti deh speed nya brapa cepet.... gue taro ini di no 3, soalnya sepertinya udah mule membaik.. dulu kan dibatesin... plg sebulan 1 giga... gile... dikit yaa...

(sambungan)
di flag football team gue... beberapa cw bule... ada satu cw, namanya Angelica.. dia lulusan ASU... and the interesting part is that... she can actually play!!! dia bisa ngelempar spiral... ngerti taktik (jadi quarterback beberapa kali) and she can actually catch long pass!! mayan manis jg lagi.. hehe.. gak cuakep buanget gitu... tapi enak diliat.. hehe.... bisa diajak ntn football jg.. soalnya abis itu kita ke bar rame2 buat ntn Colts - Patriots... and she was actually rooting for the Pats... bukan gara2 suka.. tapi gara2 Colts ngalahin Bears di superbowl kmarin... (she's a Chicago native) one conv...

Nick: 'So Angelica, do you support the Patriots because Brady's cute?'
Angelica: 'No, I support them because Colts beat us last year'
Chris: 'I'm actually surprised that you think Tom Brady's cute, Nick'
Nick: -senyum2 mesem.. balik ntn lagi-

uehuhe...

ada satu lg yg buat gue kagum... kan kita ngobrol2 gt sebelon game.... ati2 kalo narik flag nya.. jgn sampe ketarik celana nya.... terus satu orang bilang dgn nada becanda 'Relax guys, It's not like something we haven't seen before... we're all adults here' terus temen gue Nick bilang: 'Not me, I'm Mormon...' terus si Angelica bilang: 'I haven't either...' hmm... pretty unusual for Americans huh? considering she's pretty cute...

apa lagi...

kmren ini gue ke LA buat beresin barang2 gue.... akhirnya bisa nyetir mobil gue lagi setelah selama ini.... I can't believe how I missed my car... langsung gue tarik di highway sama dengerin stereo gue... gue seneng sama audio mobil gue.. soalnya meskipun gak di modif apa2 (cman pasang cd changer standard aja) suaranya bening bgt... temen gue yg hobi ngutak2 stereo mobil aja ngakuin... gue blom pernah ketemu suara mobil laen yg sebening mobil gue... ada sih... cman dia ganti speaker yg muahalll.... gak diitung dong.. :s

pas nyetir balik dari Carmax.... gue mikir 'I can't believe it.. this might be the last time I'm driving my car....' yak sodara2... saya planning buat ngejual mobil itu.... blom ketemu pembeli.. moga2 sih bisa dalam waktu dekat...

my future?
still uncertain... i don't feel like talking about it at the moment...

on the brighter side... gue dapet kamera gua balik!!! so expect some photos on my upcoming posts...

surat formal pake bhs indo?

gue baru sadar kalo gue gak bisa nulis surat formal pake bhs. indo....
gile, nulis nya jaoh lebih lama dibandingin pake bhs. inggris

!@#$%^&*6*&^%$#@!@#$%^&*

oh...
buat yg blm tau.. gue gak di offer kerjaan yg skarang ini... pendek cerita.. company nya lg coba buat save money... jd semua pengeluaran di cut dulu.... sampe akhir taon mereka bilang, tapi gak tau buat taon depan....

considering my opt expires on jan 31st taon depan.... can't say that's a good odd...
soo...

PERHATIAN PERHATIAN!!! KALO ADA YG TAU LAGI NYARI LULUSAN MASTER INDUSTRIAL ENGINEER PINTAR RAJIN PEKERJA KERAS BER MOTIVASI TINGGI SABAR BAIK HATI TAAT PADA ORANG TUA... eh.... YA POKONYA TOLONG HUB. SAYA!!!!

terima kasih.... ^^


p.s. yang di US yah... saya masi mau disini nih :p

kangen nya.....

huntington beach....
full-tackle football....
ahh...

bos #1: "Yeah, my laptop just crashed last week.. I lost all data'
bos #2: "Really? Mine also crashed last week"

-ngeliat ke gue-

bos #2: "How about you Ivan?"

gue: "Mine was ok. I actually got a new laptop last week"

bos #1: -diem-
bos #2: "Lucky bastard...."

gue: "eheheh..." -ktawa nervous-

kabar2 selanjutnya... si hans dari indo baru bawa kamera semi-slr sony.. gak gitu bagus sih.. tapi mayan lah.. berhubung d50 gue masi di LA...

coba liat:

bisa tebak sapa?

hint: kembaran nya wk

gue seneng sama gambarnya... kaya lukisan kanvas gitu... tapi jgn suruh gue ngulang lagi yah... soalnya blom tentu bisa... heuheuheueh...

minggu malam... saya sendiri.... di depan tv.....

halo semua.... bagaimana weekend? sudah siap menyambut senin besok??? cepet amat sih kayanya yah.. kayanya baru 2 ari lalu jumat (ya emang ya???????) huhuhu....

abis maen flag football tadi.... dari jem 3:30-6:30. gilee... capek banget... badan gua sakit semua... tapi fun kok... lagi2 saya melakukan kesalahan yg lumayan fatal tadi.... kan ceritanya mereka lagi ngomongin game nya Bears malem ini.... trus gue ikut2 an ngomong... 'I'm actually a Colts fan... so don't really care about the Bears' terus mereka pasang tampang mayan shocked gitu.. terus bilang 'Oh.. so you're a Colts fan... it's okay, but we don't like your kind here' huhuhuhu........mereka maen 2 minggu sekali..... jadi jadi... mesti menunggu 2 minggu lagi buat maen.... laaammaaaannyaaaaa............ gmana kalo gue pake jersey Colts yah nanti... jgn2 gak dikasih bola lagi :s

minggu ini gak ngapa2 in.... capek berat setengah mampus.... diajakin kemana mana juga males... gara2 kmaren ini kerja pulang malem trus... huhuh... kaco gak sih.. akhirnya ari sabtu setengah ari ndekem di rumah.... LITERALLY SETENGAH ARI!!!!! jem 11:00 mule game pertama..... kelar.... jem 3:30 ntn lagi....... abis itu 6:30 nyambung... malem nya ditutup dengan game Purdue jem 8:00... huah... puas deh puas...... gilee.... gmana ntar kalo di indo ya.... nge clik2 ESPN.com doang lagi bisanya..... heheheheh......

aduhhh.... saya harusnya mesti ngerjain tugas nih... tapi lemes banget!!!!! hah? tugas? emang nya sekolah.... iya neh... kerasa kaya sekolah lagi.... ari jumat pulang bukan nya nyante.. malah bawa kerjaan pulang...... GMANA YAA?????????

eh ini barusan ngeliat salah satu pemaen nya Cowboys di TV (Bears nya kalah.. WOOHOO!!) masak yah... dia pake lipgloss gitu.. di tengah2 game...... LIPGLOSS!!!! GAHAR2 GITU KOK SEMPET2 NYA SIH PAKE LIPGLOSS DI TENGAH2 GAME?????????????

mampuss....... Terrell Owens... ampun deh.... ni orang ya.....

ya sudah... segini dulu..... lagi crita2 sama temen di indo....

dagh... ^^

Purdue football trivia...

Kari: idih gila. gua lagi ngerjain Facebook's Purdue football game trivia
i should have asked you because gua dinaggep 'newbie'

me: haha
gmana caranya tuh

Kari: Against what Big Ten team did Drew Brees connect with Vinny Sutherland for a 99 yard touchdown?
siapa tuh siapa

me: hmm
indiana bukan yah
apa ohio st
itu blom jaman gue kale

Kari: IN, WI, Mi state, northwestern

me: indiana kayanya
coba

Kari: northwestern

me: hahaha
salah

Kari: soalnya gua tebak2 terus bener

me: -_-'
sapa yg buat?

Kari: Which Purdue receiver's 238 yards were the most ever by a Fighting Irish opponent?

me: oh

Kari: tau nih siapa yg buat

me: selwyn lymon
bener gak?

Kari: sakit jiwa lu
benerrrrrrr
Which Purdue receiver holds the All-time NCAA receptions record with 309?

me: gue ntn game nya... di south bend :p
gampang bgt
taylor stubblefield

Kari: mannn
you're so good
me: ini jaman gua soalnya

Kari: The phrase "Boiler Up" was created by who?

me: halah
mboh
:s

Kari: hauehaueha

me: hauhauha

Kari: ini you should know:
What traveling trophy do Purdue and Illinois play for every season?

me: purdue cannon

Kari: How many All-Americans has Purdue had throughout their history?

me: bener ga??/
gak tau gua

10:10 AM Kari: BENER


Ternyata saya gak segitu ahlinya sama Purdue football.... heuheuheuhee.....

sedikit cerita

pengen cerita sedikit nih. eh, bukan cerita sih, apa yah? gue tulis dulu deh ya, nanti bisa di interpretasi sendiri.

ceritanya begini: tadi kan baru ngobrol2 ditelpon gitu.. sama salah satu temen gue yang jenis kelamin nya masih dipertanyakan.. (hehe enggak deng.. moga2 dia gak baca =p), trus dia bilang:

temen gue: 'kenapa elu gak sama si $ aja, kan dia masih single tuh?'
gue: 'ehm.. enggak ah, kok gak kepengen yah.. gak tertarik'
temen gue: 'yeh elo.. gmana kalo sama rumet gue ajah... dia jg masih single tuh...'
gue: 'males....'
temen gue: 'yeh elo.. gmana coba.. ya udah sana... milih2 bgt deh ya..'
gue: 'yeee.... abis....??'

huehee.. masa gak boleh gitu milih2? daripada gue ngasal doang gt... tapi kayanya pilihan disini terbatas banget yah... si kari bilang.. 'udah.. pulang indo aja, disini perbandingan co:ce itu 1:3, jadi lo pasti dapet deh... banyak yg cantik2 pula... tinggal pilih deh... apalagi lo ada degree dari amrik.. master lagi.. pasti banyak yg kepincut' buset... kok ada2 yg ganjil yah kayanya.. heuheuhee... (bukannya gue nolak lohhhh!!!!!! ^^)

tapi beneran deh... apa sih yg pertama kali lo liat kalo lagi ngedeketin (ato dideketin?) seseorang? serius deh.. jujur yah?? kalo buat gue.. terus terang.. gue bakal liat gmana penampilan dia... asal gak ngasal2 banget... dan gak terlalu berlebihan.. harusnya udah cukup... terus gue bakal liat gmana cara dia ngomong.. cara dia jalan.... cara dia makan... cara dia buka baju...(??????) hueheuhee... gak dengggggg..... :p maksudnya yah penampilan2 dasar nya gmana lah gitu.. terus coba diajak ngomong dikit2.. kira2 ada respons gak... kalo gak ada respons.. nah itu kan ada dua macem...

1. dianya ngelengos aja... ato jawab nya sepotong2 gitu..
'kamu udah makan blom?'
'blom'
'ehm.. kamu capek yah?'
'gak kok'
'kamu udah pernah disambit sendal?'
'HAH' <--- masih pendek aja jawab nya.. kalo udah begini berarti gak ada keliatan tertarik2 nya sama sekali.... tentu saja ini tanda2 tidak baik... kalo udah gini ya mau gimana..? jangan dipaksa.. yah teman2 yang namanya manusia itu tidak suka dipaksa....

2. orang nya emang tipe2 yg pemalu... jadinya gak ngerti mesti respons apa... kalo udah gini ya mesti pinter2 kali yah.. tapi terus terang buat gue kalo gini udah mines banget... biasanya sih ya udah didiemin aja... kalo2 emang nantinya berubah ya bagus.. kalo nggak ya udah.... sapa tau dia tipe yg emang diem2 aja kalo pertama kali baru ketemu.. jaim2 gitu... tapi bawel setengah mampus kalo udah lama kenal... heuheuhe.. pasti banyak yg mikir deh.... 'apa sih lo, masi jomblo aja, kok sok tau bener?!?!?!?!?!? kalo ttg masalah ini... gue salahin salah satu temen gue ber-inisial 'E' karena waktu itu pernah nyumpahin gue biar SERET JODOH!!!!!! gilee... gak kurang kejam tuh? huhuhuhuh..... hmm.. moga2 dia becanda aja deh yah... soalnya kalo gak, well... then I'm in big big trouble, I suppose.... heiheiheiheiheie.... ---> ktawa stress..

btw ada yg tau iklan nya ipod yg baru itu... sapa sih yg nyanyi?? kok lucu yah suaranya....

egh.. gue jd keinget obrolan gue sama si renny... udah lama bgt sih.. tapi tiap kali kepikiran.. pengen ketawa terus bawaan nya.... cerita nya gini.. gue lg telponan sama dia.... trus..

renny: 'duh.. hp gue mana yah.. mesti setel alarm neh....'
gue : 'uhmm...'
renny: 'iya neh.. duh mana.... bentar yah jeng... gawat nih besok bisa gak bangun...'
gue : 'eh ren.. ini lo telpon gue pake apa yah..?'

-hening sejenak-

renny: 'OH IYAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'
gue : '??????????'

hauhauhauha..... dah basi yah? maap deh... lagi kepikiran aja.... :p
slamat malam semua... have a good monday!!

apa yah...

halo halo... apa kabar semua?
dah lama bgt yah gak nulis apa2.. sampe lupa gitu loh login nya gmana.. hehe.. kmaren barusan baca lagi bukunya kambingjantan.. terus jd kepikiran buat nulis lg.. ada banyak kejadian menarik akhir2 ini... dari yg lucu sampe yg sedih..

kerjaan oh kerjaan ???
cman sekarang ini jd kepikiran... kalo kayanya gue gak ada option laen selaen tinggal disini... weits.. hehe... iya nih, opt gue abis akhir januari.. maksud gue tuh.. meskipun gitu, gue gak bakal consider alternative laen.. kmaren sempet mikir2 buat ke spore kan.. tapi trus dipikir2 lagi kok males.. males suasana asia.. trus udah mayan banyak kayanya anak2 purdue yg disana.. ntar ketemu dia lagi.. dia lagi.. males dong.. mana orang2 spore banyak yg kiasu lagi...

option kedua.. ke aussie.. ini yg kmaren bener2 sempet gue consider banget.. tapi setelah dpikir2 lagi.. orang2 down under sana tuh banyak yg rasis... kayanya mereka gak se open minded orang2 di sini... gak percaya? gue pernah ampir brantem sama orang bule di nz gara2 masalah ini... terus tanya ada dd gue ttg pengalaman dia..

indo? haha... hmm.. gak deh yg ini... yg pasti sih gak sekarang... blom punya apa2.. dan yg pasti gue bakal bergantung sama bonyok lagi kalo pulang indo..

gak ah.. gue udah putusin kalo gue bakal stay disini.. no matter what... doain yah guys..

loh kok jd depressing ya isinya haha.. apa gara2 ari ini hectic bgt yah... panik nih.. kmaren baru balik dari grand prairie, tx.. trus besok udah mesti cabut... ke salinas, ca.. flight nya jem 6 pagi gitu yah.. bayangin aja..

purdue has changed.. the people too..
jadi gak mood balik purdue lagi.. kmaren terakhir balik bener2 pengalaman yg tidak terlalu menyenangkan... intinya: buang2 duit buat bensin sajah... mgkn ntar gue balik kalo ada tiket football aja kali.. tapi itu ya paling dateng.. nonton.. trus balik lagi... pengen suasana baru nih.. kebanyakan gaul sama orang indo terus ga berkembang jadinya... jd inget asik tuh kmaren di dallas...

sekarang jd lebih tertarik buat road trip muter2 in stadium... nih udah janjian sama ni anak dari madison buat ntn di camp randall..., gue sih ayok2 aja... terus ada temen gue di michigan mungkin bakal jual tiket purdue - michigan... big house!!!!! huhuhu... udah lama pengen ngerasain...

football
sekarang ampir tiap minggu maen flag/touch nih.. sama sapa? bukan sama orang2 indo tentunya.... intinya jadi gue cari2 di craigslist bagian 'activities' terus ya udah gue email2 in aja tuh orang.... pas awal2 nyari dapet liga yg radaan serius.. setengah flag setengah tackle... minggu kedua maen dagu gue robek... satu senti setengah ada kali tuh... seharian darah gue ngocor.. orang2 bilang suruh gue jait, tapi berhubung gue gak ada insurance.. didiemin aja deh... 2-3 ari ditempel tensoplas... sembuh tuh.. ada kaya scar gitu seh, tapi gak terlalu peduli.. tapi berhubung mesti commit tiap minggu, dan gue ada kemungkinan buat travel2, jadinya gue gak ikutan... mesti bayar pula..

pas nyari2 lagi... ketemu ada temen nya temen ternyata suka maen di monroe... jadinya ikutan deh.. yg ini baru asik hehe... mereka maen 2 minggu sekali.. jadinya mayan lah.. sayang nya penggemar bears semua... pas gue bilang 'bears sucks'.. pada diem semua.. jd ackward gitu.. hahahaha... oh well...

yg satu lagi ketemu bule semua.. ada kaya 6-7 orangan gitu... mayan lah seru lari2 an gitu.. yg lucu pas ketemu gue mereka tanya: 'do you speak mandarin or schezuan?' kan gue bengong... terus baru dia ngeh... 'oh that's right... schzuan is some kind of a food' hauhauhauhauhauha... dasar bugil (bule gila) ya gue jawab ' i don't speak both, and szhcuan is actually a name of a province' hihihihihihi... (bener gak si? kalo salah dimaapin yee..)

ya udah... maap maap kalo radan gak bermutu post nya ^^

Hey There Delilah....

lagu favorit gue saat ini... pengen maenin lagunya.... tapi gak ada gitarnya... which is making it even harder..... :(

-intermezzo-

makasih ya semua.. yang udah ninggalin comments buat post gue dibawah ini.. gue gak kenapa2 kok.. berita2 yang kalian baca di comments2 nya ada yg bener.. ada yg ngawur jg.. hehe.. di kira2 aja ya?

banyak kejadian2 menarik yg terjadi dalam hidup gue akhir2 ini... banyak belajar tentang pribadi2 manusia..

sebenernya banyak bgt yg bisa gue ceritain.. tapi gak tau kenapa gue skarang jadi gak terlalu comfortable buat share beberapa hal yg biasa nya gue comfortable buat cerita (di post2 yg dulu)

jd alesan kmaren gue berenti nulis ya sebenernya itu.. karena gue udah gak bisa terlalu comfortable buat nulis... people changed right? itu jg yg gue rasakan akhir2 ini... perubahan..

berubah seperti apa jg sebenernya gak jelas... yg pasti gue ngerasa ada sesuatu yg beda dari diri gue.. entah dalam hal positif ato negatif..

btw video yg diatas... enggak kenapa2 sih.. gak nyangka aja masih bisa nemuin video jaman jebot gitu di youtube... fyi, ini lagu pertama yg gue belajarin pas belajar maen gitar... gue jg inget pas ambil nilai musik kelas 3 smp, gue nyanyi ini pake gitar di depan kelas... dan dapet delapan... the only delapan i ever got for music during my smp years.. hehe... :P

it would be nice to get someone to play this song for my wedding, no? (much much much later in life...)

thanks for reading guys..

dan...selamanya

blog ini hiatus dulu ya..
jangan tanya kapan diupdate lagi.. jangan tanya kenapa...
silahkan dilihat sekali2.. siapa tau masa2 hiatus nya sudah selesai (itu jg kalo masih perduli)

sampai jumpa..

is this it?

USCIS has received enough H-1B petitions requesting exemptions from the fiscal year 2008 H-1B cap for "foreign workers who have earned a master's degree or higher" to meet the congressionally mandated exemption limit of 20,000. USCIS has determined that the "final receipt date" for these exempt petitions is April 30, 2007.

I officially don't know what I should do from now on... any help, advice is appreciated...

+gila+

kau buat aku gila
kau buat aku merasa hina
kau buat aku bosan
kau buat aku merasa muak

melihatmu
mendengarmu
dan semua tingkah lakumu kepadaku

kau buat aku benci
kau juga hapus semua napsuku
kau buat aku *****
kau buat hidup terasa mati

melihatmu
mendengarmu
dan semua tingkah lakumu kepadamu

dan pergi
tinggalkan aku
jauhi diriku

pergi tinggalkan aku
jauhi diriku

tak dapat menahan sikapmu
kau buatku jadi smakin gila

pergi tinggalkan aku
jauhi diriku

pergi tinggalkan aku
jauhi diriku

~frezia

~ menanti sebuah jawaban ~

apa sih sebenernya mau gue?
mesti gmana sih sebenernya?
kalo sudah kesampean, terus apa?
sampe dimana batas2 nya?

empat mata

kmaren ini dkasi tau acara talkshow baru di indo... sebagian dari kalian pasti udah ada yg tau.. gue ikutan ntn jg akhirnya.. tapi baru kmaren gitu keinget lg...

alhasil ya udah cekakak cekikik sendiri deh heuhehe... mayan lah buat ngehibur masa2 stress gini...

trus yah.. ada satu bagian yg gak cman lucu.. tapi jg buat gue tersentuh... coba liat clip dbawah ini...



gmana? tersentuh gak... gue banyak ngeluh disini.. apalagi akhir2 ini.. gak dapet kerja lah.. gak dapet h1 lah.. dan lain2... tapi di indonesia masih ada anak2 seperti desi.. yg keinginan nya cman nerusin sekolah...

bagus bgt yah suaranya? keliatan gt si krisdayanti nya kynya sedikit tersentuh pas desi nyanyiin 'menghitung hari'

hmm...
apa ini sindiran? ato peringatan? uhm.. biar jadi pikiran masing2 sajah...

d'cinnamons

akhir2 ini jadi sering blogwalking... bukan sembarang blog tapi.. soalnya ada misi tertentu,,

dmana sih? yep.. myspace tentunya.. kmaren ini kebetulan dapet satu website asik banget.. banyak nge host lagu2 indo yg gak terlalu mainstream... trus gmana tau bagus apa nggak nya dong? donlod aja semuaaaa.. hehe..

terus ini ada satu band yg menarik bgt... d'cinnamons.. pas pertama kali denger.. yg kebayang cman pas ngafe di indo.. terus ada band yg maen di latar belakang.. pernah ngerasain gak? yg biasanya kita dateng.. tapi gak terlalu ngeh sama band nya (sapa ni? gak pernah kedengeran..) tapi gitu band nya maen.... loh kok enak jg yah... gitu lah perasaan nya...



dannn... setelah cari2 info di wiki ternyata mereka emang asalnya band cafe.. hehe.. suaranya sedikit mirip sama dolores nya cranberries.. tapi gak se khas dia... instrument nya yg bener2 gue demen... acoustic!!! huhuhu... langsung jatuh cinta...

jadi kepengen balik indo lagi...

lagu yg gue demen judulnya 'tak takut!' tapi i youtube gak ada... adanya yg diatas doang...

jadii... untuk sementara buddha's delight nya dilupakan dulu :P

~ Beri Cinta Waktu ~

lagi suka banget nih sama lagunya Maliq yg baru..
gak tau lagu hitsnya apa.. jdnya asal dengerin aja.. dan kebetulan ini yg stuck di kepala... jadinya gue puter2 terus :)

dengar bisikku kumerindu
kini kau jauh menangis hatiku
masih adakah ruang hatimu
untukku kembali...

beri cinta waktu...
untuk meyakini.. mu..


jadi pengen maen gitar.. hehe.. tapi lg gak ada..
oh iye.. ini gak ada hubungan nya sama post2 gue sebelum nya ok? ~vodka jgn gossip!! huhuh... (dah gak kok ya?? ^^)

oh iya.. skalian pasang pengumuman..... ada yg tau lagu ini?



kalo ada yg tau... boleh tolong saya dikasi tau gituh apa judul nya.. ^^ sama kalo punya mp3 nya jg boleh dikirim ke email saya...

makasih yaaa.... ^^

check this out!

Well,

What do you know? Someone's actually appreciating my 'Untitled' video that I made on YouTube!

Haha...

Check this one out... He actually had a pretty good voice as well... :)

tanpa judul

udah lama gak post ya...

sampe banyak yg nagih.. haha.. bukan nya gmana2... tapi kan ini blog harusnya buat foto2.. tapi berhubung beberapa bulan kebelakang ini fokus gue gak bisa jaoh2 dari kerjaan.. jadinya blon sempet pegang kamera lagi...

tapi entah kenapa hari ini gue ngerasa tenang sekali.. padahal pagi hari udah dimulai dengan acara telat bangun segala.. gak enak deh ma evo.. padahal dia pagi banget ke kantor.. (buat yg blom tau.. gue skarang kerja temp di tempat pacarnya stacy.. sebagai data entry sajah)

tapi terus siang2 gitu ada orang telp.. mo ph interview hari senen.. ya lumayan lah... sore2 orang dari job agency jg ada sedikit kabar baik... moga2 minggu depan bisa terjadi sesuatu... terus pas udah mo pulang diajak ngobrol sama bos... intinya gue lg diusahaain buat dapet permanent position di company nya...

terussss... si evo ngasih gue 2 tiket ntn Lakers vs Portland.. haha.. setelah nanya ryan alfons dan wk.. semua sibuk dengan pekerjaan ato pacar... jadilah saya pergi sama salah satu anak basket nya mudika... si evo ngepick random gitu... telpon2 in aja sapa yg bisa.. heuheuhe... ya udah deh.. terus jdnya gak jd pulang.. tapi langsung cabut ke staples di downtown LA..

seru bgt gamenya.. sampe overtime segala... bener2 puas.. apalagi abis itu denger kalo Purdue lolos 1st round NCAA tourney.... (meskipun 2nd round langsung ketemu Florida... bubar sudah... :s)

jadi intinya.. hari ini baru pertama kalinya ngerasain perasaan tenang sejak sampe di LA tepat 2 minggu lalu... gak pengen bobo dulu.. masi pengen ber santai2 en ngeplan buat besok2...

masi blon kesampean ke beach ni.. pengen moto sunset... masih banyak waktu lah ya..

terus terang aja... sampe skarang masih blon bisa 100% yakin kalo ini bener2 keputusan yg tepat (buat pindah ke LA) tapi... gue udah blajar untuk berserah... gue udah cukup bersyukur dikasih temen2 yg selalu ngedukung gue... sampe skarnag blon 1 pun gue denger komentar negatif ttg keputusan gue ini... thanks guys.. you know who you are...

weekend.. dinikmati dulu ah.. nanti minggu baru pusing2 lagi... waktu terus berjalan.. tick tock tick tock...

lagi kangen juga sama seseorang... tapi sekali lg gue tekankan... nggak kok... bukan dia... percaya deh... bukan banget... tapi jgn mule gossip jg.. karena boleh percaya kalo itu bukan gebetan gue... hehe.. kalo misalkan sampe di masa depan terbukti emang gbtan gue... ntar gue makan sendal jepit gue :p gak tau tapi.... kangen ajah..... huhuhu... gi ngapain yah dia....

oh iya... ~vodka punya blog baru... blog barunya dia bener2 keren sekarang... so do drop by and tell her that I sent you :p

klik di -sini- buat link nya....

apa lagi?
oh iya.. gue baru tau kalo si Elka sama temen nya (Manda? kita blom kenalan ya? met kenal deh ya heuheuhe) demen maen Elite Beat Agents jg.... gue waktu itu mo bikin post buat justify kenapa Elite Beat Agents deserve buat jadi game of the year... tapi gak yakin kalo ada yg peduli ^^ gue suka banget sama game ini.. kenapa? soalnya pas lo lg suntuk ato stress... tinggal nyalain Nintendo DS nya.. maen satu ato dua lagu.... -poof- hilang sudah ke stress/suntuk an nya.. lagu fave gue september - earth wind and fire (A) sama ymca - village people (S) =p level bintang satu udah tamat... level bintang dua udah unlock level alien nya.. tapi blom sempet dimaenin... hehe...

selasa depan mo maen basket sama orang2 kantor... wah.. akhirnya setelah ber minggu2 bisa gerak badan jg....

ya sudah ah.. segini dulu.. nanti kalo ada yg menarik saya sambung lagi :)

take care everyone...

one word that define me....

+ I M P U L S E +

emhh..??

HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY ADELINE!

heuheuhe... blon lewat kan? =p

gue inget lohhhhhh ^^

hm.

kenapa jadi begini ya..
apa ini emang pertanda kalo gue udah gak boleh lama2 lagi disini..
sekarang gue jd ber tanya2.. apa bener itu keputusan yg harus gue ambil?

huh...

gini salah.. gitu salah.. jadi mestinya gimana sih..
beberapa hari kedepan bakal bener2 jadi suatu cobaan yg berat..

mohon dukungan nya.. teman2...

:(

ketika..

Tadinya mo gue post tanggal 14, tapi gara suatu hal, baru bisa dipasang skarang. Kenapa?

-sigh-

Gak tau juga..

Valentine is not one of my favorite holidays.. jadi jgn offended ya kalo gak gue selametin..

Tadinya jg mo gue masukin vokal gue.. but DAMN, I SOUND BAD! hehe.. jadi ya udah.. gitarnya aja.. (NOT saying that I'm a pro at Guitar.. but yeah.. this is the best that I can do... ^^)

This is one of my favorite song of all time.. yes.. that is how much I love this song! Pengen tau kenapa? dengerin aja lirik nya.. Rumet gue udah bosen kali denger ni lagu gue puter2 terus... uhm.. Gitu deh..

Terserah deh kalo ada yg mau bilang gue lagi jatuh cinta.. mungkin ya?? mungkin tidak?? It doesn't even matter..

Jadi... ya sudah.. Sekarang udah tanggal 15..

Oh ya.. buat yg tertarik.. gue bisa kasih raw filenya... jadi kalo ada yg mau nyanyi2 gituh pake iringin lagunya... bisa diatur... =)

Colts vs Bears - The Battle of I-65!

Let the battle begin. I just realized that this game is not just another Superbowl. Indianapolis and Chicago is only separated by about three hours drive, so fans from both sides of the team are mixed in both states.

I have been waiting for Indianapolis Colts to go into the Superbowl since I've been supporting them. And now they have to face Chicago Bears to win it all!!!

This is big. Really really big.

Wow.

I really don't want Feb 4th to come very soon, because all the excitement would be over, and there would be no football until September. I'm loving this. Everywhere I go it's either Colts or Bears. They even talk about that in church! St Thomas won't be having the 9PM masses next week due to the game.

So please Colts. Don't disappoint us. Beat Bears, and bring pride to Indianapolis! That would be a sweet present to me, since who knows where I'm gonna live in the next couple of weeks.

Hehe. Doesn't make a lot of sense does it?

The excitement has finally catched to me. Oh yes it has. It's gonna be intense this upcoming Sunday. Maybe now I can dream for Purdue to go into the National Championship?

Or not. Whatever.

GO COLTS!

This is really hilarious.... ^^

Hehe..
Masuk ke account gue aja kalo mo liat2 video yg lain ^^

So the Colts managed their way to the SuperBowl....

.... tapi kok rasanya biasa aja ya

Biasanya pasti gue excited berat... bahkan tadi gak ntn game nya sampe abis.. gara2 ke gereja sih.. tapi biasanya pasti gue bela2 in ke gereja sabtu sore ato minggu pagi biar bisa ntn...

terus ngeliatin nick name msn orang2... yg biasanya gak peduli sama football aja sampe pada excited gituh.. tapi.. kok gue biasa aja ya?

jujur sih.. gue seneng... tapi kok terasa ganjil aja... harusnya gue jaoh lebih seneng dari ini.. grr what is happening to me? I mean.. it's the Colts... our own Indianapolis Colts! kapan lagi coba... jarang2 Colts bisa menang playoff games... apalagi ke superbowl..

apalagi tadi.. pas gue tinggal ke gereja, Colts ngejer dari ketinggalan 21-3 jadi akhrinya menang 38-34! it's the biggest comeback ever in playoff history! But I again, I FEEL NOTHING! biasanya pasti gue bakal nyesel berat gara2 gak ntn sampe abis....

and don't give me those you-watched-too-much-football-already crap... it's NEVER enough!
no.. it's something else.....

Hatiku... beku?
maaf... keluhan di malam yg sepi...

kacau...

-censored- ™ says:
btw jeng
-censored- ™ says:
sebelon terlambat
-censored- ™ says:
saya mau bilang sesuatu
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
?
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
belingsatan?
-censored- ™ says:
ga ga
-censored- ™ says:
ini sangat serius
-censored- ™ says:
gua mau bilang
-censored- ™ says:
terima kasih sudah menjadi teman yg baik
-censored- ™ says:
mengingat ultah gua, walo gua lupa ultah loe
-censored- ™ says:
kalau gua mati duluan, lo pasti masuk orang yg gua recommendasiin buat mewariskan my good luck
-censored- ™ says:
ha ha ha
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
de fak
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
apaan coba
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
gue gak bisa bedain lo becanda apa serius
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
hahahaha
-censored- ™ says:
serius
-censored- ™ says:
walo gua sambil tawa2
-censored- ™ says:
tapi serius]
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
-_-'
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
duile
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
gue jg kalo gak dikasi tau bebi jg gak inget
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
hahahaha
-censored- ™ says:
intinya sih
-censored- ™ says:
soalnya tinggal dikit orang2 yg ngobrol sama gua semenjak beberapa bulan terakhir
-censored- ™ says:
dan lo termasuk yg sering gua goblokin dan ngobrol2 ama gua
-censored- ™ says:
jadi harus diterangkan dulu
-censored- ™ says:
seperti yg gua bilang lingkaran teman mengecil
-censored- ™ says:
jadi sebelon lingkaran saya hilang, ada baiknya bilang dulu bahwa elo adalah orang yg baik
-censored- ™ says:
jangan kapok2 ya pegi chicago
-censored- ™ says:
:p
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
-_-'
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
lo abis minum brapa banyak seh
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
hahaha
-censored- ™ says:
mmm
-censored- ™ says:
ga ampe sebotol
Ivan - hati yang beku.. says:
halah....


hahaha... can you see that I got pretty uncomfortable there? =p I guess this man-to-man bonding is pretty unusual for me… hehe… thanks a lot though bro ^^

Btw his nickname is not actually –censored-, can you guess who it is?

a blast from the past

I'm feeling extremely nostalgic today.. so I'm gonna post some stuff from my good ol' days with my WB13 friends.

WARNING: the following MSN conversation might offend some people, so read at your own risk :)


jangkung: DONE! says:
ji
jangkung: DONE! says:
mo ikutan ngga
jangkung: DONE! says:
maen pentil2an
jangkung: DONE! says:
peraturannya
jangkung: DONE! says:
yang namanya lukki pentilnya musti ditarik sama pemain lainnya
b1j1 says:
huanjing
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ini fak apa gimana
jangkung: DONE! says:
yang pertama bisa narik menang
jangkung: DONE! says:
gimana ji?
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
knapa jadi banyak
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
udah gua mo siap2 kayu dulu tapi
b1j1 says:
hhhmm
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
kayunya terserah gua
b1j1 says:
kayu apaan cuk?
jangkung: DONE! says:
kayunya cuman bole digigit kalo kesakitan
jangkung: DONE! says:
gimana ji?
jangkung: DONE! says:
tertarik?
jangkung: DONE! says:
yang menang katanya dapet heisei
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
iye
jangkung: DONE! says:
dan dikasi piala
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
dapet heisei dari bandungan
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
piala bentuk TITIT
jangkung: DONE! says:
juara plitir pentil lukki
jangkung: DONE! says:
juara ppl
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
kalo jenggo ama hans maen gua bantuin support kasih piala deh
b1j1 says:
hauehauehuahe
b1j1 says:
plintir pentil luki?
b1j1 says:
boleh tuh
jangkung: DONE! says:
semakin hebat teknik plintirnya semakin banyak poinnya
jangkung: DONE! says:
tujuan permainan adalah buat pentil lukki jadi ngga jelas bentuknya

raeni has been added to the conversation.

Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ya ? gimana tadi wat cara maennya?
jangkung: DONE! says:
wah
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
coba kasitau kita lagi
jangkung: DONE! says:
wewe gombel juga diinvite
raeni says:
apaan si
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
cepet kasitau cara pertandingannya
raeni says:
ga jelas
raeni says:
ini apaan sih?
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
gimana cara maennya wat?
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ga mau kasitau nih?
jangkung: DONE! says:
cara maennya gini
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ya ga jadi deh
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
hahahahahah
jangkung: DONE! says:
lukki di kasi kayu
jangkung: DONE! says:
trus untuk digigit
raeni says:
he eh
raeni says:
hah
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
terus?
raeni says:
ngapain gigit kayu
raeni says:
dodol
jangkung: DONE! says:
emang
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
hore saya punya pembela hohoho
jangkung: DONE! says:
karena lukki dodol....
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
HAHAHAHAHA
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ADUH KOCAKNYA
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
tadi gimana wat..inti permainannya itu wat?
jangkung: DONE! says:
bawanya ibu suri kedua sih
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
peraturannya itu lho wat
jangkung: DONE! says:
curang
jangkung: DONE! says:
ngga aci
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ahahahahahaha
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
HAHAHAHAHAA
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ga jadi kasitau peraturan maennya?
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
hahahaha
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ya udah deh batal
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
huahahahah
jangkung: DONE! says:
kalo gua kasi tau jadi ngga nih maennya?
b1j1 says:
ini opo toh
raeni says:
ibu suri apaan sih
raeni says:
ga tau nih
raeni says:
aneh semua
jangkung: DONE! says:
ibu wewe gombel
raeni says:
aku ga ngerti
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
hahaha apaan tu wewe gombal
jangkung: DONE! says:
itu
raeni says:
dodooooooll
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
jie..tadi gimana jie cara maennya jie?
jangkung: DONE! says:
wewe gombel tuh yang maelm2...
raeni says:
stoooopp
jangkung: DONE! says:
rambutnya panjang
b1j1 says:
entah
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
hahahaaha
jangkung: DONE! says:
trus ketawanya.... "hihihihihihi"
b1j1 says:
si howet pedut
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
ga tau apa pura2 ga tau??
raeni says:
apaan si bentar
jangkung: DONE! says:
serem.....
b1j1 says:
gue gak liatin
raeni says:
aku mo dikasi tau apaan si benernyah
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
hahahahah
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
itu ren
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
si howat mo ngajak maen
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
nama maenannya ppl..
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
singkatannya apaw at?
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
cara maennya giman tuh?
jangkung: DONE! says:
wah tanya biji deh
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
HAHAHAHAH
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
jie..gimana jie?
jangkung: DONE! says:
gua kurang ahli maennya
Skywalker April 9, 3.30pm says:
hahahah
b1j1 says:
plintir pantat luki ?
jangkung: DONE! says:
hahhahahha

This ALWAYS make me laugh :)

It is...

...sometime past three am, and I can't sleep. Well, it's not that I can't sleep. I just don't feel like sleeping. So I'll just list some random stuff that occurred to my mind...

1. it is very hard to love someone unconditionally. It is almost impossible to say 'well, as long as he/she's happy, I'm fine. I don't need anything in return' Really. It's virtually impossible. For me, at least. And for those of you that think this is about 'her', believe me, it's not.

2. there must this special hormone working when you get up in the morning. I often experience this 'special' feeling whenever I wake up in the morning. I sometimes wake up in the morning feeling so sad, that there are tears running down my face (with unknown reason). Or maybe you can just wake up smiling and feel dumb because you don't know why. The first more than the latter.

3. Uncertainties result in pain. There are so many options to choose, yet you always unsure that you follow the best one.

4. I finally found my 'weaknesses' to tell interviewers.
- Impatient: I hate waiting. Period.
- Over Analyzing: Taking down problems day by day just doesn't cut it for me.
- Impulsive: I wouldn't brag too much of this too my interviewers though. Let's just keep this between us :)


5. Some people are just afraid to say 'no' (for variety of reasons). I've learned so much this past few months that some people are actually afraid to get out of their comfort zone, to hurt other people's feeling because their inability to say no. As always, my over analyzing habit didn't make it any easier as well.

6. It is actually very hard to know what exactly going through your mind. So many expectations, considerations, analysis that pretty much shield the true intention of your mind. When this happen, you can just go back and forth what you're thinking, just to discover that the result is just virtually impossible to comprehend. Confused? So am I.

7. Ah. The lucky number 7. Well guess what, my lucky number is 21, which is 3 x 7. What does it mean? Nothing, because I don't really believe in luck. 21 is actually my favorite number because of some certain reasons. People tell me that getting a job is all about luck. Bunch of nonsense. Randomness in the universe is what causing employment to be correlated with luck. Let's face it, the world isn't linear. There are no equations in the world that can describe EXACTLY the true activities of nature. People use equations not because they exist, but to provide an explanation to CERTAIN activity. Why is -ve x -ve = +ve? Because it works. So for those people that believe getting a job is all about luck, I feel really sorry for you.

8. It seems that aside from people getting married at 7/7/07, a lot more will get married at 8/8/08. The number 8 character (ba? pa?) is the same as the character for 'wealth' (feel free to correct). So? what are you waiting for? Start planning for your wedding! Actually, for all those of who haven't thought about getting married (yet), you have time until 12/12/12. Why? I don't really think many people will find the date 13/13/13 on their calendar.

9. My bed really kills me. It is by far the most inconvenient bed I've ever sleep on. Maybe that's one of the reason I don't feel like sleeping even though I'm sleepy.

10. For some reason it's just very hard for me to have a close friend on a long term basis. I don't know why, but it sure like a good idea to restrict my relationship with my friends. On the risk of being called sad, it's just very hard for me to fully share my thoughts with someone. It's been a while since I can really open up to a person. Time change... People change... and some thoughts just won't go away... I guess..

I think it's getting to personal, so I'll stop here.

A glimpse of the new year..

#1
The table has shifted. Nintendo wiis are virtually impossible to found across the country. PS3s are everywhere, as nobody want them anymore. Scalpers try to return their purchase after eBay prices dropped below retail. This conclude that people buy wii to play it, but they buy ps3 only to sell it. Those people who bought $3000 ps3 after launch must feel like an idiot now. The battle continues and personally I'm very excited. Will Nintendo win the market share this gen? Will Blue Ray become the next Betamax (the reason that Betamax fail to succeed was because they don't allow porn industries to produce in their format... yeah right) Will Microsoft succeed in Japan? Will people grow tired of the new playing scheme introduced by Nintendo after some years? months? Will ps3 ever live up to their hype? Will 360's 1 year head start make a difference in the long run?

Stay tuned.

#2
Ian Johnson just proposed to his girlfriend (fiancee?) last night. Got that? Now that I have your attention, non-football fans, I'll tell you how last night's game was more than just a game. Boise St was 12-0 for the season, so by logic they should play in the national championship against the only other unbeaten team in the country (Ohio St, also 12-0).

But they didn't. Since they came from a WAC, a 'weak' conference, they had to settle their business in the Fiesta Bowl against the Oklahoma Sooners (which aren't very good in my opinion). The Broncos (Boise St's nickname) led early until midway of 3rd quarter. Then to sum it up, they blew their lead and Oklahoma managed to catch on to force the game into overtime. Oklahoma even lead by 7 points with 1:08 minutes left in the game, but The Broncos refused to give up. Their last play,hook and ladder trick play finally tied the game and forces it into overtime.

Bored? Hang on on with me. During the overtime, it seems that they want to settle the game once and for all. Rather than kicking the extra point for 1, they elected to go for 2 which will win the game. Of course, they would lose the game if they failed. This is bar none the most exciting moment so far this season. They ran the statue of liberty play, which the QB faked a pass to the receivers, and handed the ball over to the running back.

THEY WON THE GAME BY 1 POINT!

One of the commentators said 'It's not the size of the dog in the fight, it's the size of the fight in the dog' That strucked me real deep. The Boise St might still lose if the play Ohio St, but they sure knows how to provide a high quality entertainment. Kudos to you Broncos nation!

Now this is the interesting part. Running back Ian Johnson proposed to his girlfriend, the head cheerleader for the Broncos, after the game during his interview on national television! And she said yes! Wisconsin beat Arkansas with an impressive performance, Penn St upset the ranked Tennessee, USC beat Michigan in the Rose Bowl, but the highlight of the new year belong to the underdog Boise St Broncos!